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Tuesday, December 04, 2007 11:02 PM
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i'm getting worse and worse each and everyday.
the stress i could actually take is more than what i could.

yes, everyone is doing the same thing as i do.
maybe it's just the expectation of each and everyone.
high expectation=high level of stress.
but what else can i do?

my gpa sucks.
and nothing else can prove the wrong.
my ultimate aim is to push up my gpa.

those understanding and caring?
people who have not been through wouldn't understand the shit state that i'm going through.

maybe i shall not sleep for the next two days,
which i bet i couldn't make it.

broke down.
it had happened too many times till i got sick of it.
but WHY IS IT STILL HAPPENING?!

questioning myself right inside the heart.
girlfriends have been telling me to take things lightly.

i understand their efforts.
they tried.
they really tried.

each and everyone of them have their individual problems.
they do show out, at times.
but i guess i'm the only one who kept it in my heart.
and release it through blog.

their problems are big enough for them to solve.
they still console me.
i feel very blessed.

and i got no idea why the usual clique got so much problem for us to face last month.
and i guess most of it wasn't solve.
it wasn't a month for us.

and it's totally draining my energy.
like TOTALLY.

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